The Relationship 

I find that many people either give their all or just live because they have to… with another person, like in a relationship. If you’re with someone who doesn’t care or has no ideas of living, how can you live an enjoyable life? It’s so bland. 

For example, you are visiting home after two or three months and you are set to stay in this city (you call it just a ‘city’ now, since it became uber boring, or even a snooze-fest if you will once getting into what ever you got yourself into) for three days. But you are to spend one day with your significant other. You are excited and curious what is to come. 

Maybe an exploration day around town, visiting the Grand Central Market Place, going for a night at a yoga class together, or discovering a mountain in the middle of the buildings. You look up all the cool things happening on Facebook and EventBrite, just to be prepared on what clothes to bring or what potential plans you can be surprised by. You’re just hoping not to experience the dreaded-sit-in-the-car-to-find a place to eat, overdone moment once again. 

So, you freak out for a second but are still hopeful that maybe you will get that memorable day of surprise that you’ve been waiting for and not at all hinting or worse, forcing down someone’s dry and sandpaper dull throat.

 You text him: I’m so excited! Two more days!!

He: Yea, me too! 😘

You: So what did you plan?! (Not looking forward to the obvious answer)

He: what airport and what time are you arriving?

You: *rolling your injected-I-knew-it-eyes* *sighing as you resend the screenshot of the flight confirmation*

He: early breakfast and then we’ll go home.

You: oh *actually thinking “why did I even ask”*

After a good five minutes

You: *a very sarcastic and annoyed* lol that’s it?

End scene (or text message conversation).


You know what annoys me so much?! Yes, it’s that everyone is ignoring the best holiday. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and people don’t even care ! Gosh. So rude. 

I blame the government and the media. It’s not fair. Like why is Chicago doing their lousy Christmas lighting thing today. It’s only November 18th. What happened to no cutting the line. Stay in your spot…meaning December. End of December actually.

Thanksgiving has always been a huge part of my life. I don’t care what all these brown people say… I think it’s supposed to be a holiday to pull families together and an excuse to have a great warm and cozy time. I know many people died back in the day because of the white people who took over the Americas, but you know what, even though it’s not an equal or relevant argument, Christmas isn’t even real. Not to offend any religion, but I’m talking about the traditions like santa and stuff. Let us have our thanksgiving and you-fairy-magical people can have your Santa. 

Sorry I just love thanksgiving and turkey is OK. I’m more excited about the family time and the sweet potato. Have a good thanksgiving week everyone!


My love for YouTube 

Yes, when things are going down hill…like my life, my grades, relationships, and other websites that won’t play my dang tv shows… YouTube videos are always there (at least until my dumb and old, but very much loved, laptop dies out of nowhere. Seriously it just turns off). 

I’ve always wanted to make YouTube videos and have that glam life you see on certain famous and friendly youtuber’s videos. Unfortunately I never had the guts, confidence, camera, or editing and uploading knowledge to do so. However I am planning on making a channel to get out of my comfort zone… which is every zone besides my room. 

I shall warn you, I sound better in a written format and the videos might be filmed on my iPhone 📱 for the first 6 months or more, depending on how much content I get uploaded, how much money I have by the end of this said time period, how many views my videos get, and of course if I am still feeling it by then or not. Let’s see. 

And of course I will post my channel info and link on here once it’s up and running. I promise. I love you all. I feel like queen (you know the lady in England). I really don’t tho.


What now.

So, I’m kinda thinking about discontinuing this blog…. I started it real young and kept it going for someone, for my amusement, for my memories, etc…

But idk anymore maybe I’ll just check in at random points throughout the years. Let’s see.

I want a matcha latte and an acai bowl right now. Btw it’s midnight as usual.

Crazy lady

So I didn’t believe it when people told me I was crazy. Now I do. I fought, via text messages, with one of my classmates over macaroons. I know, how petty, blah blah blah. Long story short, it was dumb and childish. I ordered a dozen more via Groupon and ate all of them in one sitting a couple hours ago. Sugar high. And now I am still awake at 3am. 

I am also an old person now and still scared of doing what I want in the sense that I am scared of my parents finding out. Lame. I just don’t want to lose them. 

In other news: 

Thank God it’s Saturday. That means doing what I love most: grocery shopping and making a huge brunch for myself. The craziest thing a crazy lady can do.


Paleo pancakes !

So unlike the pro-bloggers out there, I’m not that skilled at making food posts. You know, with the whole, gitty background story, the step by step instructions, and the fancy pictures. I know, I am also disappointed in myself. 

The story here is that I was hungry one Saturday afternoon and wanted pancakes! I dislike the ‘all-purpose ‘ flour and can never get anything right with the high and mighty ‘whole-wheat’ counterpart, so I tried with almond flour. I love it. It tastes so good and hearty. Also I love almonds ❤️. Buy me a bag of almonds and I will be your friend. Maybe.

I tried coconut flour alone and with almond flour, and it just destroys the mood and the pancakes. Ugh. I do not recommend, unless it’s for a single serve mug cake recipe. That is delicious.

A screenshot of a snapchat message I sent to my brother after he complimented the beauty that were these pancakes!

Yup, there it is. Lazy me at it again. #SorryNotSorry. Is that a thing still or am I pretty late like always. 

I used water here because I ran out of milk! I actually liked it better. The batter wasn’t too thick. That happens a lot of the time for me, so it turns into a never ending cycle of adding more flour then adding more milk and so on. Chaos, I tell you.
So you just put all those things in a bowl and whisk it together until you get a runny consistency. Heat up your pan, add a couple sprays of olive oil, pour batter in pancake size shapes, flip upon seeing bubbles. Plate, decorate, and serve. Easy peasy. Ok I don’t know what’s with the dumb phrases today. 

They are beautiful 😍❤️🍴

Did you drink?

So about half an hr ago I came across a couple of people who came back from this educational event and it was super weird. I mean, they were acting weird. Don’t get me wrong, I love weird but this was the uncomfortable type. And I hate that.

I always thought that people being a bit tipsy was OK since they knew what they were doing, just while acting extra happy. To be honest, I try to avoid being around these people, or if there’s a chance someone is about to drink in my company, I sway them not to. 

One started drunk dailing or messaging. Is this typical?

So these two people, who are normally normal, were acting odd. I didn’t like this odd. One almost fell on the way in. They were whispering at first and then talking normal and again, started whispering. Like, make up your mind. So I figured they had a few. I asked twice. The first time one of them squealed, ‘NO’… And the second time the other giggled and said ‘just one, but look at so and so compared to me’. I rolled my eyes and sighed, ‘I knew it’. They called each other cute, like the way they were acting was cute, but in reality it wasn’t. They just looked stupid. 

My last words were, ‘I’m not used to this so I’m gonna go’. The end.