Here we are, almost time for iftar! My routine is screwed up. After iftar I get so full and after Tarawih I get hungry and sleepy. I start to eat and then can’t sleep. I stay awake till Suhoor and sleep after Fajr. Its not going well.
Today felt so hard. But, for Allah its worth it. Alhumdulilah. I wasn’t going to talk about food, but my mom made homemade papdi. Lets see how they turnout.
Today I’l talk about oneself and what they want from life. I mean, different people have their own ‘purpose’ and goal in life. Some think, heck, why have a purpose anyway. What about after your life is over? Allah gave you free-will to not only do what you want, within the limits of islam, but also to think and act upon such facts. Everyone dies…the other day an auntie’s Uncle passed away. A week ago, one of my dad’s close clients passed away. Last year my own grandma passed away. A couple years ago my aunt and another uncle passed away.
The list goes on. Its scary. So, to calm oneself you should learn about it, ask for guidance from the Creater, because to Him we have to return. Act on what Allah has told us to follow. Thats it.
The point was, ‘Put your faith before your ego’.