You know when you wanted something your whole life and suddenly it becomes so difficult you feel like you are either going to fall short of the qualities or just burn the light yourself. You can try but even despite your trying, you feel depressed none the less, what do you do then? Do you just quit and be scared of how your siblings/parents/husband/inlaws/relatives/friends/classmates will judge you and you’ll regret the decision you made. You’d feel incapable of anything, unable to provide for your parents or teach your kids, or even motivate/ guide your siblings to a brighter future, ’cause who are you to guide someone when you couldn’t follow through or keep up with a life time goal? Is being practical and ignoring your failure worth it or is it to try once more with chance of more depression/stress/failure ?