The RelationshipĀ 

I find that many people either give their all or just live because they have to… with another person, like in a relationship. If you’re with someone who doesn’t care or has no ideas of living, how can you live an enjoyable life? It’s so bland. 

For example, you are visiting home after two or three months and you are set to stay in this city (you call it just a ‘city’ now, since it became uber boring, or even a snooze-fest if you will once getting into what ever you got yourself into) for three days. But you are to spend one day with your significant other. You are excited and curious what is to come. 

Maybe an exploration day around town, visiting the Grand Central Market Place, going for a night at a yoga class together, or discovering a mountain in the middle of the buildings. You look up all the cool things happening on Facebook and EventBrite, just to be prepared on what clothes to bring or what potential plans you can be surprised by. You’re just hoping not to experience the dreaded-sit-in-the-car-to-find a place to eat, overdone moment once again. 

So, you freak out for a second but are still hopeful that maybe you will get that memorable day of surprise that you’ve been waiting for and not at all hinting or worse, forcing down someone’s dry and sandpaper dull throat.

 You text him: I’m so excited! Two more days!!

He: Yea, me too! šŸ˜˜

You: So what did you plan?! (Not looking forward to the obvious answer)

He: what airport and what time are you arriving?

You: *rolling your injected-I-knew-it-eyes* *sighing as you resend the screenshot of the flight confirmation*

He: early breakfast and then we’ll go home.

You: oh *actually thinking “why did I even ask”*

After a good five minutes

You: *a very sarcastic and annoyed* lol that’s it?

End scene (or text message conversation).



You know what annoys me so much?! Yes, it’s that everyone is ignoring the best holiday. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday and people don’t even care ! Gosh. So rude. 

I blame the government and the media. It’s not fair. Like why is Chicago doing their lousy Christmas lighting thing today. It’s only November 18th. What happened to no cutting the line. Stay in your spot…meaning December. End of December actually.

Thanksgiving has always been a huge part of my life. I don’t care what all these brown people say… I think it’s supposed to be a holiday to pull families together and an excuse to have a great warm and cozy time. I know many people died back in the day because of the white people who took over the Americas, but you know what, even though it’s not an equal or relevant argument, Christmas isn’t even real. Not to offend any religion, but I’m talking about the traditions like santa and stuff. Let us have our thanksgiving and you-fairy-magical people can have your Santa. 

Sorry I just love thanksgiving and turkey is OK. I’m more excited about the family time and the sweet potato. Have a good thanksgiving week everyone!


My love for YouTubeĀ 

Yes, when things are going down hill…like my life, my grades, relationships, and other websites that won’t play my dang tv shows… YouTube videos are always there (at least until my dumb and old, but very much loved, laptop dies out of nowhere. Seriously it just turns off).

I’ve always wanted to make YouTube videos and have that glam life you see on certain famous and friendly youtuber’s videos. Unfortunately I never had the guts, confidence, camera, or editing and uploading knowledge to do so. However I am planning on making a channel to get out of my comfort zone… which is every zone besides my room.

I shall warn you, I sound better in a written format and the videos might be filmed on my iPhone šŸ“± for the first 6 months or more, depending on how much content I get uploaded, how much money I have by the end of this said time period, how many views my videos get, and of course if I am still feeling it by then or not. Let’s see.

And of course I will post my channel info and link on here once it’s up and running. I promise. I love you all. I feel like a queen (you know the lady in England). I really don’t tho.


What now.

So, I’m kinda thinking about discontinuing this blog…. I started it real young and kept it going for someone, for my amusement, for my memories, etc…

But idk anymore maybe I’ll just check in at random points throughout the years. Let’s see.

I want a matcha latte and an acai bowl right now. Btw it’s midnight as usual.